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The good old days will be the good old days.

And I think... Argh shit, 'I' is so stupid to say.

Note to self: Stop making everything about yourself, nuthead.

I messed up. I shouldn't have.
Frikken wannabe.

It's been around 3 months since whatever it was.

Yeah, I miss you.

And I guess you'll probably anggap that I'm don't wanna admit it?

Sometimes, the truth hurts. Right? It saddens me when I have to ask other people, "How's she?" and not like the times when I don't have to ask and we naturally share stuff with each other. Maybe I took that for granted. After all, it memang was my fault... at the beginnig of it all. Yeah, I was the trigger to all this happening. And heck, I was blaming myself for a long time.

But up until a point I got tired of it. I don't think it's my fault anymore. Yes, the beginning was my fault, I did admit it; I've been admitting again, again and again. But now, I think it's not my fault anymore.





...ask Jian's permission first la.

How to survive SPM la? I stay at home for the weekends doing nothing but study also gonna crack already :/

Going to school and entering a class that doesn't study sounds better than spending Sunday at home studying. Shopping after trials! Whoots! Time to figure out a way to replenish my money again. Just one more splurge day haha.

I don't know where to start.

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Back in Form 2, she was the person I looked up to and thought I could really relate to her. She used to tell me lotsa things, encourage me, and made sure I was on the right track. Then she had to leave for Australia :( It didn't seem much at first. But one day it just struck me, "Hmm, I miss her. If she was here, I'd so talk to her now." That time I needed some one who could tell me what to do, some one slightly older (haha, you're 21!) than me I could relate to. Hey, I'm no lesbian!


Carissa Yap!
credits: christina.

All the best in Johor. When you become a famous doctor, remember that I'll remember you :D

Another one!


Praise!
credits: chloe.




Darling, love ya! Those times I messed up, you were one of the few of my lovely friends who tegur me first. I miss you la! I promise we have to catch up real soon. Or else there'll be too much to talk about, have to write everything down and talk in point form haha. I seriously miss the times we jakun together in church haha. We don't sms or talk much on msn, but when we meet it's like never ending haha.

All the best for exams. Always remember that GOD is memang always there. All the stuff we learnt in church is not nothing. Don't forget all that GOD has done for you. If you do, call me and we'll watch Passion of The Christ again haha, together. Because I'm also here for you :) And everytime you call, I'll pick up; if not I'll return the call heh.

God.

Dear GOD,
It's been quite a while eh?

Jared told me last year when I asked, Why do people sin, knowing that they shouldn't?

Because sin is pleasureable.

(I know what you're thinking of lol)

I'm passing on the role of President of CF SMSKL to Johnston, and it's my last year in XYZ. I think I haven't been to church for like, 3 months. I miss my CG. All the lame stuff Jared talks about, and Jess' perkiness haha.

I don't wanna lose my connections to DUMC. Praise told me it's hard to stay committed to church when you're at college. So many things to do, and to make time for God is a challenge. Heck, it's already a challenge now. I believe that how I can make it in exams is by God's grace. I don't wanna think about what'll happen to my results if I don't pray for my papers.

Felix thought us that. And since then, I've been applying it. Felix was PCG2's role model. Back then, he was cool, yet so serious for God. Eventhough as PCG2 we didn't say it together before, but we definitely miss the old Felix. The senior batch of us -- namely me, Praise, Shen, Sean, Jaslynn -- we remember how things were when Felix was in church. It was fun, yet he taught us how to be serious when it comes to God. We all looked up to him. And we were in disbelief when Uncle Jit told us "Felix is not coming to church anymore." You should've seen us emo man haha. Come to think of it, he still owes me and Praise RM10 each :p

There's just so much I have to thank God for. I should really just sit down, and write it ALL out. That'll teach me. Hmm, I need someone to be accountable to la. Eh kawan!

Chloe and Rachael. Fuuh man, old time kiddy friends haha. It's cool how we're reunited again. And it's cool how we can still go out and shop together haha. 2 years gap only, not bad still. Shopping and guy scouting together, I really feel younger haha.

Did you know, I'm only 15 at this moment I'm blogging? Lol, I'm turning 16 in 2 weeks!


Lovely times at OU.
credits: chloe.

After my trials it's bring on the shopping and partying time! You'll see me back at church haha.

My kawan baik of all time, Kelly Loi lol. It's been how long ah? Since we were 2 years old, we were already sharing our food together. Now still also. Grown up already, kedekut dah haha.

You're the first to scold me when you know that I'm getting myself into trouble. You know what I mean haha. And hey, if there's anything at all, don't forget you have me as your kawan k? I won't tell you I'm busy or I'll talk to you later. Because I know I'm gonna be there for you, like how you were there for me :) Love you loads!

Hey... We haven't taken a picture together for ages! How can this be called kawan-ness?! Tomorrow when I belanja you makan you must camwhore with me lol. All the best in exams k. Trust God, He'll pull you through :)

Speaking of Kelly. Last year I was looking through her class reunion pictures and I was being the Christina she knows, "Eh, this guy's kinda hott lol." She called me sampat and said, "Oh Tjit Jian ah? Yeah la, he's one of the better looking guys in class."

Whoots, he was online somemore!

Lol mana tau today...


First picture together haha.
credits: christina.

Mine :D Psst, I think he's really hott and charming (woohoo, kembang lol)

My superstar, my superhero ;D


Eh, I didn't know I had this picture lol.
HAHAHA.
credits: elfie.

It's been over 6 months (I say, and counting) and I couldn't imagine how much of a loner I'd be without him. Might not be long compared to some, but I'm enjoying every moment of it haha.

I know it seems weird, and pathetic at times, that I'm not actually there to support you or see you through things. But I hope you can feel me there with you because there's where I want to be. You told me, it's just a little while longer. I'll be hanging on to every word you say.
I love you!

Call me! Lol xP

BOYS.

What's wrong with 'em? Lol.

If you didn't go to Japan, we'd be closer than we are now. Haha, obviously. That time when you came back to Malaysia, it was so awesome talking to you again. Kebetulan I had stuff going on, needed some talking to, good timing man haha. Remember that Padini dress, I bought another dress! Or have I already told you that? Haha. And I still don't know how you managed to convince me to buy that skirt which and then after, make me regret buying it. Stupid la lol. D'OH.


See the gay face :D
credits: christina.


Dexter poser lol.
credits: christina.

It's awesome we're still friends after err, these few years haha. Last time sama sama small kids la. Like I don't remember all the childish stuff we used to do. Eeyerr haha. Can't wait for you to come back for the last time before you leave for US. Oh, and I'm not going to US haha, at least I don't think I am la.

When you come back, I'll give you back that pick that you "borrowed" me which I lost heh.

BETA BOYS. MY GOD.


GRR Dhassareth!
credits: edward.


Malaysia Man -- Sean!
credits: christina.


Our anak manja, KL lol.
credits: lyla.

5 Beta 2007 is really something. When I say 'something', I'm saying I don't know what else to say haha.

Dhassareth:
I have no idea why he like's poking me so much. I tell Jian ah lol. That doesn't seem to work anyway :/ He's an annoying pest, and I.D.I.O.T., a sicko and very porno! ... But he's honest :p for the good cause.

You weirdo, you're one of the few people who tell me not what I want to hear, but what I must hear haha. Thank you :)

He secretly desires many different women, and they all come in different shapes and sizes. 118kg haha, good luck :p I hope you don't become almost dead when you do that 118kg. Don't miss me too much. We can still keep in touch in Taylor's haha. Oh shit, not that kinda touch you're thinking about. Slap yourself man. (I'm saying that to Dhassareth lol)

Sean:
Singapore sounds better than Malaysia haha. It's been cool sititng behind you haha. At least you don't disturb like how Dhassareth disturbs me! Wanna go shopping with us? Haha. As long as you promise to be good and not talk about Dota to KL haha.

Remember, make your move before some one else does. She's still single right? I'll get you those prom tickets, make sure you have a table and flowers before you arrive at prom with her haha.

KL:
*thinking*

Kay-Lame! Kum-Lum! Gay-L! Our anak manja lol. We're here to listen to anything you wanna tell us haha. Don't be scared, we won't bite lol. You should talk to us if you're emo, because you know we can make you feel better haha. After all, we bought you cologne and remember the continuous funds Ralina and Lyla have been donating to your tabung haha.

Remember, shopping after trials to buy you a new clothes! Save all the donations and bring nuff money! Don't live off us now haha.

My darlings, Lyla and Ralina :D It's been so great knowing ya'll better this year compared to last year haha. Ponteng sessions are always fun with ya'll. We should go on more adventures together haha. We can still definitely keep in touch and be awesome friends because the plus side is, it's Taylor's for us next year! Different course doesn't mean cannot makan together right haha. We'll still go guy scouting, Lyla. And we'll still insult the not-so-handsome guys Lyla sometimes pick up, Ral haha.


Love you girls haha.
credits: forgot :p

Filz darling. I think we both know it's been a while since our last real convo heh. I've said this a couple of times before, I'm always here if you need anybody to talk to. I'm still here to listen and you know you can count on me ;D


I miss what we used to do together.
credits: filz.

Come, come, my babeh; be my butterfly~ Lol. Cinta you la sayang ;)

Shev and Elfie! We're still as jakun as ever, no? Well, since exams are near, we all know what exams can do to us haha. Let's up the jakun and lameness meter! Then again, our break and lunch times not the same anymore. Tsk, wasted la. Shev, you're still my study buddy haha. And Fie, you're still the Fie I know ;D


The first group of people I wanna go crazy with after SPM lol.
credits: diyana.

You Dungus are the craziest bunch of people I've hung out with ever haha. Yet we don't get to go out together much huh? Haha, after SPM, we shall go out alot before we move to college haha. Remember, ya'll said every month at least must meet up once? Yeah, I hope we can all keep to that. Considering the fact that we're all going different places, except Shev who's still in Subang, I'm gonna miss everything we did together haha. Lotsa luv!

One more person I wanna add in here haha.

Michelle! My cutie pie haha. You're right, we are getting closer haha. I hope we'll continue to get closer even after BK class is gone haha. Hope you don't come back from NS like some gerila soldier lol.

Like I said, if it wasn't for your friendliness, we wouldn't be friends. We wouldn't be talking like how we did last night and I wouldn't be blogging about you here haha. Have to say thank you besar-besar for making this friendship work. It's 90% on you ;D

Trust your heart :) Love your girls now, your real man will come in time ;D


Crazy times!
credits: christina.

DJ! I still remember you said you're gonna bring me out, go lepak, play pool after SPM lol. Don't go to US so fast :p


LOVE YOU ALL ;D

Tsk.

I SS, wanna do survey. Blog damn dead la.

:(

Christina ;D 23.09
02:52am 23.02
Sri Kuala Lumpur.
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